Most of the time I catch myself wishing that I could somehow join you wherever you are. I would give anything to be with you and accompany you. Other times I can’t bare the loss and convince myself that its never happened.That’s the only way Im able to make it through the day. I have so many questions and every day new ones add on. Being left clueless is the worst feeling. I want to know “why”? Why did you have to leave so soon? I just don’t understand! I would go ahead and say it’s unfair but life is known for being unfair. I’m always wondering if there is a way to bring you back, or if somehow I could see you again one last time. One last time to be able to hear your sweet voice filled with happiness. One last time to see your precious smile that brightened everyone’s world. I know I often do wish for the impossible. But I can’t help myself. I can’t be at peace until I know where you are and how you are doing. You would always be the one to call everyone and ask how they are. You’d keep me company and make me feel comforted. It kills me that I don’t know how you are right now, what you’re doing, or be able to comfort you.
do you remember when you were a kid and the doorbell rang you would run and see who it was, now i just run to my room instead